90's

I wish I could live in 90's at my age now.

Giant sky-scrapers, young people crush on rock, white-collar's a
brand new honorable occupation, people start to learn how to use computer,slightly oversized clothes are the most fashionable, cosmetic advertisement show the feminine example of the new age...

I finally know why people do feel nostalgic from time to time.

For me, that's because I feel lonely and boring again now.

It's very precious if something keeps parallel with you.
Like that tiny window lit on the building in my window view.
It always keep lighted, every time when I remember of it and take a look if it's still on... Like respond to me, even it never showed any accessibility or hospitality to me, it's always waiting there.Strangely, it becomes my soul mate. Even we are not the same species.

I don't want to be a curator, neither a critic, neither a magazine correspondent...Even these days, I always use these labels to categorize my future.

Look, my English is so crap, but I don't want to correct my faults deliberately... Even only one person can understand it, enough.

I don't want to be a hermit neither anymore. Now I only hope I can grow up with this century, coz now from my window, it seems a little bit like street scenes in the 90's.