Crossroad II : continued with the last one

At early september, when I realized most of students haven't decided their direction yet, I was very proud that I have already a whole system of future plan…

But I didn't expected that When choices displayed in front of me, I've also hesitated and obsessed. So that ‘system’ has been proved that it is weaker than a sand castle.

Though now everything became clear, friday crit showed me the inevitability of the end of this mess of mind.

"Fine!"，I'll choose "Art"…

Overall, experiences of trying something different from my (prospective) specialization were interesting, but for me, I just can't concentrate on them till the end because I knew they were not my cup of tea(although I prefer milk chocolate ;P)…Maybe this is a bad symptom, but that maybe is my instinct which helps me to use the exclusive method.

In fine art I've been setting free in a great extent. Do what I want to do, that makes me content. I think that's why so many people want to be an artist'''. Even in the future we should to face pressure and influence from different factors which force us to give up this kind of free… but at least we were free and have enjoyed a period of craziness and walked in zero-gravity. Then I'll never regret or blame myself or someone else.

Actually I'm not craving for the freedom cuz I think I have already plenty of them, now...

Ok, whatever 10 years later what I will turn to be, artist or curator/critic or café waitress or writer or singer or vagabond, in this year I'll simply disguise myself to an artist- -V