neglected or forgotten

Most of time, reality is neglected or forgotten in the nearest corner. Maybe.

deep ocean, vast sea

I love the way my studio smells.

It varies every day.  But on a solid basis. Unchangeable.

It might be toxic.    It is addicting. 

Let's say it's mentally safe but physically harmful.

I've recently cut my hair... and I became a little bit childish, babyish and dependent"ish".

I write blog less frequently than last year. 

First reason, the desk in my new home is not suitable for working on. Little & messy.                 

        Height is not correct neither.

Second reason, maybe I only write when I feel lonely.

Do you feel lonely now, you ask. 

I can't respond. I'd better not.

These days,these days.

I I I I... came back to London.
I don't have that real sensation yet.
But since I moved to a lovely flat only 10min from college and my new wooden desk settled in my studio, I have plenty of passion every morning.
7.45 get up, turn on my radio, roll up my curtains, have a cup of hot soya milk.
Ordinary. Mundane. somehow Meaningful, Smoothhhhhhh...
My mood and pace are gradually changing.

I don't know if I should look back.
Yesterday is vanishing under my feet.
Tomorrow is sucking my nose and I feel chilly.
I can't feel Today, it is hidden somewhere, anywhere. Well at least,
Nobody really cares.

(my) FirstFriezeartFair

I AM EXHAUSTED...
1.00pm collected ticket at box office
1.20pm entered in fair hall
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moving with the crowd wave
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6.30pm exited by my last breath.

From the 10th stand, I realized that one can never really appreciate art on an art fair...
This is the first time I visit Freize...
(last year, I have 2 VIP tickets given by two artists from my hometown Nanjing but I didn't know how influential Frieze is so I just let this chance went...)
I'm not that impressed to be sincere. But compared to the ShContemporary(shanghai) art fair that I've visited this summer, I discovered it is more crowded and more compact,and of course,more international.
In ShCon, we can rarely notice a foreign artist's work, as in Frieze, only a handful Chinese works.
There are two Chinese galleries: Vitamin and Long march. The former has a stand here for 6 years and the later one 4 years.  After them seems there is none new-joined Chinese gallery. I've interviewed the execution director David Tung, he answered me how he think about this, I'll post them in the next blog, I'm really tired today... so many infos I have to force my brain to memorize...I need sleeping but I guess:

Nothing Disappears Only Our Amnesia Arises

when I arrived with full of love and hope, those two poor birds are already been removed, only those two poor cages and I remained.